| The Shining |
[Jun. 29th, 2007|11:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
You are my shining star that shoots high.
I can't reach you and it kills me inside.
When you gleem across the ocean colored sky
I cry tears of pain and you wont know why
Tell me why you have to fly so high
So beautiful, yet sparks of fire
Between the ocean colored sky
And the air that keeps us alive
I wish there was a point you could dive
Dive down into my world of pain
And relieve the stress of this domain
Day to day i see you sparkle
As night shines down apon us
You are the brightest of them all
You gave me hope
And a sence of compassion
One that i could be lost in
Through out all depression
My twinkle twinkle little star
How i wish i was where you are
Flying above me with your smile
Telling me keep your head up
My dear child
How long should i hold this head up high
High enough for me to fly?
Fly to your arms and look into your eyes
Cause when i do i see heaven all the time
When you disappear
Heaven washes away
Down into the abyss of hell i should say
The bottomless pit consumes me |
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| Beyond Blissful Chaos |
[May. 25th, 2007|11:36 pm] |
In the night
I always felt
So alone
Until, until you
Fell unto my arms
Sweet dreams
You say
From far far away
Whispers in bliss
As I taste your kiss
Crying all night
From such a fright
Bleeding cold
Drowning out my eyesight
Sweat and gore
Can't take it anymore
Falling to the floor
Screaming your name in
Agony, graveling at your feet
Stale and cold
Rust, so old
Can you please help me
I beg of thee
Surrender your heart
And bow down
Your crown of thorns
Red cape
Swarm around you
Baby you don't know
How much I
Wish I could
Stand before you
At the hour
Of your judgement day
Fall through
All of your shame
No lies of ignorance
Interrigation
By mindless sacrifices
Untold truth
That lyes benieth your door
Hidden caborn of
The dawn
In your heart
And soul
I reach out to thee
Save me please
From your wraith
Calm down I beg
Sweety
Please look at me
I swear I
Want it to be
Perfect like before
I know I
Fucked up so so many times
I swear I
Love you with
Everything
That I am
God please listen to me
My dear; my darling
Let me rest my head
Upon your shoulder
I cry
You fell
As I picked you up
From your misery |
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| Inside Out |
[May. 15th, 2007|01:36 am] |
Down into a big black hole
I fell
Twilight's hell revealed
Swarming down my own mistakes
God help me
I'll do what ever it takes
Sacrifice my own spilt blood
For eternal glory with my love
Pray for forgiveness with remorse
Fall to my knees with bleeding tears
Rain, rain cover my face
Today it was disgraced
Violated by most part
Killing my beatless heart
Swerving on a curvless road
Trying to find my own way home
Throwing up blood and gore
Blackened and ugly is how I feel
Torn in and out once more
6 feet under is where I should be
Far away from my broken skin
You wretched bitch
Burn with me
Gain my scars along your wrist
Does it feel like eternal bliss
Lonely I travel
Day by day
Endless street, lead me to deceit
From my noose
I hang in shame
After all of the childish games |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 9th, 2007|11:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
When your eyes become teary
You drown in your own dismay
Fuck your comments
Fuck your mind
Flush it all away
Release me from the pain
Heartache rips another part out of me
Only one piece left to rip out
Darker my heart replys
Hide me from your idiocy
Cut skin from an aging wall
Bruising overnight
I beg of you to push me again
Upon my thrown you desecrate me
Bring me to my knees to desire
Desire the hate that comes from the eyes of a child
Massacrate me again
Give me the urge to mutilate a dead heart
One day you'll find me lying on the bedroom floor
Crying no more |
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| Figures |
[Apr. 27th, 2007|09:40 am] |
Anguish among men
Plotting their rituals
Looking into the clouds
Toy figures forming
It's what your mind wants to see
Floating above you
Wishing you could float too
Seeking the vengeance
Upon the breaking clouds
You reign down
Hold high your head
They once said
Look into the beauty
Seek the smell of radiance
Your bride once wore |
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| Figures |
[Apr. 27th, 2007|09:40 am] |
Anguish among men
Plotting their rituals
Looking into the clouds
Toy figures forming
It's what your mind wants to see
Floating above you
Wishing you could float too
Seeking the vengence
Upon the breaking clouds
You reign down
Hold high your head
They once said
Look into the beauty
Seek the smell of radiance
Your bride once wore |
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| Morning Lover |
[Apr. 12th, 2007|10:55 pm] |
early morning lover
came to me in a dream
said he'd love me forever
and held me vast asleep
sunrise came
he left me in vain
wanting more than just his touch
quietly waiting for his kiss
or just to hear him say hi princess
with looks of a god
rays flowed from his eyes
as he left me paralyzed
screaming out his name |
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| Escape |
[Mar. 26th, 2007|06:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
Celestial sacrifice of the lamb
Hold high above your head
For the gods are taking their sacrifice
Dance your rituals of praise
Let the rapture bind around you
Graces degrade the worthless
Sinners crowd around you
As they lye dieing
Scream in pleasure of their dying day
In a world from eden
You find your way |
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| Unreleasing Sin |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|08:17 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
As you whisper in my ear
I feel like dieing
I believe you didn't try
You push me to the edge
Cutting of the skin
Feels like sin
For your eyes to watch me die
I massacred myself
Don't remember me
Let me free
Find a new person to hurt
Don't follow me
I don't want you near me
I will push you away
Don't fret
Don't regret
It was all in destiny
You are my destruction
And destruction you caused
By a word of unreleasing sin
As you pressure me to break
Unconsciencly beating my own skin |
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| Little White Lies |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|08:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
I hate you
You try to seep into my wounds
I hate your existence
You lurk where you shouldn't
I hate your ways
You are breaking me
I hate your laughter
It kills my ears
I hate your smile
It rips me open
I hate your eyes
They sparkle with deceit
I hate your body
It calls me to kill it
I hate your spirit
It makes me want to burn it
I hate you for what you are
You are my first true hate
I hate you for who you are
You are my first blaspheming slut
My only love left
You try to take away
I hate the ground you walk on
I would build on it to cover your traces
I hate you
I truly hate you.
I wash my hands of you
From this day my heart doesn't care for you
Fully growing numb
I'm shaking as the tears come down
I know if I touch you I'll hurt you
And it wouldn't kill me to hurt you. |
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| Bitter Lust |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|07:25 am] |
I want to tie you up
Break that precious neck
Snap your legs
And let you hang
Cut you to pieces
Your spirit is no good
You are but a distant child
Learning new life
Tear you open
Rip you dry
Drench my walls with your screams
No one can hear you
It's only me
Lust me while you hang now
Let me fuck you with daggers
To pierce your heart
Internally bleeding
As your disgruntled face becomes hallow
Let me take over your body
As if you were a toy
My pet, My apprentice
Intoxication comes down on you
Watching you die
With pleasure rushing through my veins
Ecstasy covers me
Your blood shattered on my basement floor
I cringe at the sight
While laughing with delight |
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| Drench |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|07:25 am] |
Give me another pill
A cavern for your bloodlust
Drowning in the ocean of dispare
Reaching out to find comfort
Bury the headache
Wipe your bloody eyes
As your flowing hair sways in the wind
On this black day
Bury this alive
Drug me and brush me off
Make the pain of this illusion disappear
Don't throw me away
Crave what you lie
As the knife dives into your throat |
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| Massacre |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|05:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
You are very swell with your decieving ways
As you lie beneath your restless breath
Don't mind what the weak say
But massacre the ones you betray
In your profound wreckless meaning of love
It's not what you think it to be
Cheat me out of life
Bruise me black and blue
Take away the compassion
Once had for a world like this
Pathetic is what I think of you
When you reign down from your thrown
Assassination comes to mind
With your spirit bleeding pure
Across the ocean your blood spreads because of me
I am happy
I am happy to see you bleed
Bleed and scream out for me
For the agony that you bestow apon yourself
Scream and cry for the lust you beheld
Rip your insides out
Feel the grace of hell within you
Embrase it
Feel the wrath of your heart aching
Breaking into sheer thoughts of hallucinations
Become drunk in your own disasters
I did not mean for it to be this way
Your broken body looks sweet to me
Your bloody floors excite me
Rushing through like a wind in the night
Massacre the ones you betray |
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| Passion's Innocence |
[Mar. 17th, 2007|07:25 pm] |
Sweet passions innocence
Far from what we speak
Demons enjoy the weak
Forming a community
Angels hover around the cemetary
Fighting the war of Spiritual healing
Forgive and forget
Do you still stay with regret?
My child, my child
Don't fall back to a wretch
Painful as it seems
It's only a dream
Illusions of the beast
Slithering at your feet
Defeat the ignorant ways
Such dignity you portray
Silence is golden
Above us is only
Our sweet passions innocence
She's dieing
While you sit and watch
You're crying
As she lay withered
Smoking your pain away
She rest in peace
Looking at the bloody knives
Questions running through your mind
Last drag with a sigh
Rest my dear, rest |
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| How Many |
[Feb. 26th, 2007|07:37 am] |
How many tears must I cry before this pain goes away?
How many tears must I cry before this love turns to hate?
How many times must I say "it's ok" ?
How much longer must I cry before going fully insane?
How many tears? How many tears must this old lady take?
How many days does she go without vain?
How many days can she handle more pain?
How many days can she just erase it all away?
How many tears? How many tears can this old lady take?
Can she hold on another day with tears flowing down like blood through her veins?
Breaking down into a mindless lunatic.
Breaking down.
The bones are starting to decay.
How many tears? How many tears must this old lady cry until her dieing day? |
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| Vain |
[Feb. 26th, 2007|07:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | horny | ] |
Screaming out your name
God it feels like vain
Sweetly lusting for your kiss
As you put me to the test of bliss
Beat me insane
Crazy is my name
Call out to me when you need a hand
Far away we shall go
Far away to where no one knows
How sweet it is to lust your name |
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| Bring Me Down |
[Feb. 26th, 2007|07:35 am] |
Locked up in such memories of nothing but a painful headache
Caught up in this world of nothing but day dreams
Nasty cuts
Stolen thoughts
Forgotten faith
Mental abuse
Gonna lose it.
Who are you
What are you
Where did you come from to cloud my memories of dispare
What gave you that power to just take it away from me
Mutilation from the very existance
It's fucking with my mind.
What kind of shit is this?
Lay your head down on this massacred chest
Feel the last breath
Take in what you can't realize
Replace your eyes with pencils
Can you see now?
Wait let me erase it for you.
Stop bitching
You're driving me insane
Shut up
Shut up
GOD FUCKING RELEASE IT ALL
I HOPE I CAN SOLVE IT
I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAUSED IT
Oops insanity
Lets put me in the luney bin
Stick me with needles
Blind me by your lights
Straight jackets in the padded room
It's fucking with my mind.
What kind of shit is this?
Still can't stop thinking
What's wrong
Can't accomplish your brain washing treatment
Shut up
Shut up
I can't hear you
I cut my ears off so your voice could be less painful
Go away
Your shadows are lerking my halls
Go away
I feel your warmth and cold
Go away
It's fucking with my mind.
What kind of shit is this? |
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| One Last Drop |
[Feb. 26th, 2007|07:34 am] |
(Verse) You wait like a withered root
Listening like a howled moon
You search the hallow grounds
Waiting for your prey
In the spider web of lies you bring
Pedestrians walk around you
Yet you don't connect
(Chorus) Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
Penetration raging your mind
Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
(Verse) Thou hast still not found of what thy look for
With a silenced mutter "no"
Turning into a meer shadow
You lurk once more
Into the night you strey
Waiting just for that one prey
I whisper to you
Pray to me and get your prey
(chrous) Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
Penetration raging your mind
Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
(Verse) You pray and wait
As I decieve your willing ways
Just for that one drop
You become gullable
To what I say
Listen to this riddle and tell me what you see
Do you see thee granting your ways
Do you see thee granting your prey
Quite decieving I must say
(Chorus) Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
Penetration raging your mind
Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head |
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| Night Of Death |
[Feb. 26th, 2007|07:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
From nights of bliss
They turn into horror
From smiley faces
They turn into tears
An unending cycle
To much for the mental compasity
On this night of horror
I scream to thee
Please, I beg of thee
Love me
My angel
My divinity
My anti-suicide
I cry out to you
Break me
Make me
And break me again
As long as you love me
I'll die happy
As long as you love me
I'll gladly take the pain
As long as you love me
I'll be there when everything strays
Don't push me away my fair lady
Because you are what makes me breath. |
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| Lost reality |
[Sep. 22nd, 2006|10:19 pm] |
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as the night passes through and the dreams feel real it becomes my greatest pleasure with what i feel. in the glorious light i see a beautiful sight. oh what beauty i see before me. as the moonlight hits you in a blurry glare i rest my head on your shoulder and whisper in your ear "we are finally here". when morning breaks and the wakening becomes stronger the dream only fades into an illusion, but the love remains there. |
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